March 2012

It's been a very long time since I wrote to you, but that is because I have been spending so much time with you. You made it through your first holiday season at home!  You were home for Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year. At Christmas you got alot of presents, but your favorite was the wrapping paper.  You even ate some of daddy's polenta, and loved it.
You were able to stay out of the hospital all winter long.  You have had a few coughs and colds, but we have been able to treat them at home.  We really like your new lung Dr.  You stayed on your vent for 12 hours a day, but did great even without it.  Then at the end of February the Dr. said we could start taking you off of the vent a little at a time.  You only needed it for 8 hours a day the first 5 days, then you got sick.  You had to use the vent for 12 hours a day, then almost all day, then we even had to add some oxygen.  That's when we knew it was time to go back to the hospital.  You were nice enough to wait until the day after my birthday.  Now you are in your favorite hospital close to home, and daddy gets to stay in the room with you.  Mommy has a really bad cold too, so she is staying at home until she gets better.  The Drs. and nurses here know you real well and haven't seen you in so long.  They like that you are getting so big.  I hope that you get better quick so I can play with you some more.  I don't like when you have to go to the hospital, but you got too sick and this is the best place to get you better.
I Love You Anita.

What a mont and a half. Oct 1,2011-Nov. 10,2011

We started off the month by taking you to the hospital because you were needing more oxygen.  They sent you to Corpus Christi again to be checked out.  We did get you off of the ventilator for about a week.  Then you needed a surgery called a Modified Blallock-Tausig Shunt.  It is a piece of gore-tex that goes from an artery in your arm to your pulmonary artery.  There is a beautiful movie that we will watch with you about how the Doctors a long time ago invented the surgery called Something the Lord Made.  Mommy was sick for a while when you first went to Corpus Christi.  Daddy had to argue with Drs. and take care of you while Grandma and Grandpa McKinney took care of mommy and Grandma McCone flew down from Seattle to be with daddy, and of course you.  Mommy was in Corpus Christi real fast though and Grandma and Grandpa McKinney came to visit you.
     You had the surgery on Oct. 20 and came home on the 24th.  You had alot of doctors visits when you got home.  After about 10 days you were still having trouble breathing.  You didn't need oxygen, you just had to work to breath.  We did have to takke you back to the hospital, then again to the hospital in Corpus Christi, for 6 days.  You are getting much better now.  You still need the ventilator for 12 hours a day, but you will see the lung Dr. next week so that might change.
     In the mean time, you were home for Halloween this year.  It was your first Halloween at home.  You dressed as a Pumpkin, sat in the living room and watched all of the other kids come to see us and you saw mommy handing out candy.You are also over 18 Months old now and are getting so big.
     I Love You Anita, Love Daddy.

End of September 2011

It has been over 7 months since we came home and you have been getting stronger and healthier.  You only use your ventilator for 3 hours a night and next week the doctor is going to let you go without it.  You breath on your own all of the time and have become very used to your trach.  We found out on Friday that you might have your trach removed before Halloween.  We are all so happy.
You go to therapy 3 days a week and you are getting stronger and more importantly, more coordinated.  You like to smile alot and kick your feet and move your hands.  You grab things, but usually only mommy and daddy.  You are just starting to taste things.  You like chocolate cake batter, that was mommies idea, but you liked it.
We also have the nurse schedule set regular all week long, and on weekends mommy and daddy take over, although we mostly use the nurses as your secretary more than anything because mommy and daddy do everything anyway.
You are a very loved girl with a little angel on your shoulder.  I Love You Anita Rose Bushak, Daddy.

More time in the Hospital

I am sorry that I haven't written in so long but alot of good things are happening now.  First, you only use your ventilator at night and all of your doctors think that you will get your next scheduled surgery before Christmas.  That is good news.  After last year nobody wants to be in the Hospital for the holidays.  Second, you started therapy about six weeks ago.  You go 3 times a week and you get physical, occupational and speech therapy.  You are becoming more playful and active.  Last, you got glasses. Mommy and daddy have glasses too, but you look so cute in yours.
For now however, you are in the hospital to get your heart and lungs checked out.  They think you can go home after 2-3 days.  I Love you Anita.

A quick stay at the hospital.

Last week you had a few short seizures.  We had to take you to the hospital, but it was your favorite hospital.  The nurses and doctors there had not seen you since October and I guess they were talking about you last week.  You had everyone come visit your room and they were all so surprised at how big you had become.  The doctors just added a new medication and you only had to stay for two days.  Everything is alright and you will see your neurologist soon.  Otherwise you are doing great, being off of your ventilator for 8 hours a day and 10 hours a day staring tomorrow.  I love you Anita.

One Year Old!!!

On Monday you turned One Year Old!  That was a very special day for the whole family.  We are so glad to have you in our life.  We had a party and alot of friends and family came.  Even more sent presents and cards for you.  Everyone knows how special you are.
Another step came last week.  You started going off of your ventilator for 2 hours every day.  You only need an "artificial nose".  This week it is 4 hours every day.  Every week we will increase it by 2 hours a day. That means that, if you can handle it, you will be off of the ventilator in less than 3 months.  The doctors can then decide when to do your next heart surgery.  Otherwise you have been very healthy.  You even got your first dentist visit yesterday.  You are growing so fast I can't even believe it.  I love you Anita, Daddy.

First Easter

Today was your first Easter.  This is a very special day that you will learn more about as you grow up.  We had a friend who is a professional photographer come and take pictures of you in your first Easter dress, as well as some pictures of the whole family.  This was the first time that we had formal pictures taken of our family.  You were able to go without your ventilator for almost an hour.  You have been getting stronger and going off of your ventilator more and more every day. You have been out of the hospital for over two months and staying healthy.  Your doctors are all very impressed.  The brain surgeon said that he thinks he fixed you in Corpus Christi and won't need to see you again.  You love all of your nurses, especially when we don't have one at night and daddy stays up and watches movies with you all night.  Your first birthday is in just over two weeks and we are going to have a party for you.  You will then be ONE YEAR OLD!!!  Mommy and daddy are very happy to have you in our lives and we do everything for you that we can to give you a good life.  I love you baby girl and will write again soon.